Daily fix of music and pics

Please take a moment and share with me in setting your eyes on the beauty that is my son, once more.

and as promised, here is your daily dose of tunage.

Im officially obsessed.

Deuces,

M

A wish to you from Slade

Twas the early morning hours, Halloween 2 days away

when mom was getting me dressed and ready to begin the day.

She slipped on my onesie and something of which I wasnt sure,

Something long and red, then came the hat, Oh Lord.

I looked down in dismay and let out a shout

for I had become something red and green, something I have no clue about.





She had dressed me as a red hot pepper

I wish I could form words, then I wouldnt have let her.

I am now in the form of something I have never seen

but never-the-less I wish you all a happy Halloween!

Love, Slade

Chanel and peacock feathers

Try this one on for size....







How frickin awesome is that tune? I love these not so famous bands that I am finding lately.
I love the beat of it.

*****I am CRAVING these. I want them in black. So bad I can taste it. If I could justify paying for them, instead I think of the formula I could buy instead. Ahh the life of a mother. I guess Santa will just have to bring them to me. Im all about the flats lately.



***And I want to make a necklace with these:

A long leather strap necklace.





*** Other things that I want at the moment:
-Dr Suess onesises for Slade that are THE bomb
-Leggings and an oversized shirt. Preferably plaid.
-these TO DIE FOR boots.

Je t'adore

"Paris, France to Michigan/
London town and through Berlin/
I can’t believe this place I’m in/
Everywhere and back again/
Porcelain and China dolls/
Give me one and I’ve seen them all/
Got my back against the wall/
Wonder where I’ll be tomorrow?

But wait, now how long could this take?/
It’s hard to find a man/
When you’re gone before he wakes/
They say it’s hard to achieve/
But can’t a girl believe/


Is there somebody who still believes in love/
I know you’re out there/
There’s got to be somebody/
I search around the world/
But I can’t seem to find/
Somebody to love/

(Robin Thicke)
Baby girl, there you at
Looking at me like a putty cat
Wondering where that thing is at
Wondering where your ring is at
Nobody ever did it quite like this
Nobody ever did it quite like you
Do your hair, I bought you shoes
We can hit the town like superstars do
You fall in love? Then let me show you love
Give me the key to your heart
I can give you what you want
When you’re waiting for love
And you’re lookin’ for someone
I’mma turn this gossip girl into a woman

Je t’adore, Je t’adore
Make a move, do the thing
Turn around, strike a pose
Je t’adore, Je t’adore
Make a move, do the thing
Turn around, strike a pose
Ooh, I like it
Ooh, I need it
Ooh, I want it
Hey Hey

I know it’s hard to achieve
But can’t a girl believe?"




I know its kindof a silly song but I just love it. And it reminds me of my thoughts from time to time.

I think this is what I am going to try to do almost daily. Find one song with lyrics that I love and post it.

Its just a fun song. It reminds me of Sex in the City. And I am head over heels in love with Carrie Bradshaw. I think she is a beaut. This song makes me want to be dressed super glamorously and go out for a night on the town. Too bad I dont have anyone to go out with. Oh how pathetic am I?

whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

I wish I was creative and knowlegdable on how to make my blog beautiful. I get so jealous of everyone elses creativity. When it comes to creating picnik pictures I can hang with the best of them but when it comes to blogging (something I am fairly new at) I am beyond clueless.

***Sometimes I wish I had someone to share the happenings of my day with other than my mother. Dont get me wrong, she is pretty much my best friend these days, but I am talking about a companion. Someone to tell everything to and them not judge but just listen and always make me feel better. But then there are the other times when I think I could never have time to give someone else other than my son my attention. The man that I want is in Nashville, 3 hours away. We have been off and on interested in each other for a couple years now and the timing was always off. Which I am guessing is the situation now because we havent spoken in a few days. I miss him. He makes me laugh and always has a way of lifting my spirits. We care about each other so much and the timing is never right for us to be together. Complicated situations. The past couple of weeks have just been really hard. If its not one thing its another. Last week I get the effing news that "ass hole" is getting a court order. This week I am told that my hours are being cut back to 4 days a week. That means a much smaller paycheck. Wonderful. Now I have to work a semi-full time job.(i say that because it still is a little more than part time) getting paid less and NO child support or financial help from the sperm donor. All I can do is sit around and wait until my check from the state starts rolling in next month and hope that it helps significantly. Such is life.

****I guess it would just be nice to be able to vent to someone who would listen. Other than my mother who without a doubt will always tell me what I want to hear, but sometimes its nice to be able to have that companionship. I suppose one day in the future I will be blessed with someone who will be there for me. Until than all I need is my little baby boy. He is more than enough to make me happy.



.....When I find myself in times of trouble/ mother Mary comes to me/speaking words of wisdom/ let it be/And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me/speaking words of wisdom/ let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be./Whisper words of wisdom/ let it be/And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree/there will be an answer/ let it be/For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see/there will be an answer. let it be/Let it be, let it be/And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me/shine until tomorrow, let it be/I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me/speaking words of wisdom, let it be/ let it be, let it be .....

Pray to keep you from the perils that will surely come.

wow. its been a while since I have written anything. Its has beena super rough few weeks. More specifically last week. Effing "baby daddy" is taking me to court to "see his baby". He sees him. Once a week. That wasnt even my decision either. It was his fathers and grandmothers. I have never told him he cant come more than once a week. But now that he has made things worse. They will be and I hope that this idiotic decision of his comes back to bite him in the ass. Karma is a bitch.

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I have come to the realization that my friends have drifted. Its not something I am just now realizing. But I am realizing that I dont need them as much as I used to. I needed them as friends to get drunk with. Thats it. To hang out and party it up with. Not anymore. Its crazy how much my life has changed. How much I have changed. For the better. My little man had made me the best person I could ever be. A better person than I could have ever imagined I could ever be. Thanks to a fellow BG'er and blogger I have discovered probably the best song ever written. The first time I heard it i cried. It is everything I have ever thought about Slade put into a song.

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God has really given me the best baby. I am amazed everyday that he is a part of me and I will never be able to eo explain what he means to me or how much I love him.

new pics :)

Been a few days so I wanted to share my latest addition into the baby Slade scrapbook.

Been a pretty uneventful week. Other than stupid drama with the bastard that is Slade's father. Oh what I would give to be thousands of miles away from him.

Got my beeeaauutiful posey ring in with Slades name engraved into it. I am utterly in love with it!

Its pretty lame but I am super stoked about tv tonight. all my fav shows come on Thursdays, vamp diaries, greys and private practice. Hooray let the fun begin!!!