since my baby left me.

Well, my beloved friends of the blog world...

I may or may not have had a few bud lights and feel like confessing a few things.

I have been down in the dumps lately.

I have had a few interviews with another one coming up on monday, but i still cant help but feel hopeless and i dont know why.

If it were just myself and not slade i wouldnt worry as much, but im a single momma here,and taking care of him is way more important than myself.

i still have my child support but i hate wondering if i am going to be able to pay for my bills on my own without any help.

and then i have freaking dreaded court on tuesday which slade basterd father is responsible for and my VERY WELL PAID attorney wont return my phone calls.awsome huh? yea exactly what i was thinking. she can suck it.

and to top it all off Nash leaves for army basic training on monday, and i am dreading it like none other.

I miss him already and cant imagine my days without at least two phone convos with him.

im lonely, lost and so confused as to where my life is heading.

all i know is that i have the most amazing, wonderful little boy who makes it worth waking up everyday to see his beautiful little face.

i love him more than words can say and i pray that momma will soon have a great job so i can buy pretty things for my mister!!

I hope all my blog lovers are having a fabo weekend!!

miss you all!!

and out of the darkness she appeared

WOW. I have neglected my poor sweet little baby blog for tooooo long.

It is time to get back in the swing of things. I miss my fraaaannnsss!!!

So lemme catch you up on all things me at the moment.

Remember the temp job I told yall about?

Well i have been there since monday and I am L-O-V-ING it!!!

It is amazing to see a store evolve in front of your own eyes and to know that you played a part in making that amazing.

I am having a blast meeting all these new people and making new friends. and lemme tell you, After working with the same 8 people for almost 2 years, it is nice to be around actual civilization again!

And the girls i have met are hilarious beyond beleif and incredible people. I am truley going to miss working with them!

BUUUTT!!! I had an interview today for a management position at another little boutique and also have 2, yes thats right TWO interviews next week that I am super excited about. The two are for positions like I was in before, a monday thru friday thing so im uber pumped about seeing how it all plays out!!

IN other news, the love life is still where it was when i left you last, so no big changes there, still loving my nash but no "officialness" yet. bummer. but oh well, dont gots no time fo a beau with all the working I will hopefully be doing soon!

It is my vow to you that I will be back to my usual self, trying my hardest to update my little blog baby here daily. For i do miss my friends!!

Now i must go catch up on all things you guys!!!

So good to be back!

Missed you all and I hope youre all doing just jolly!!
m

let me be the one to love you.

so first things first..

TWO of my lovely ladies gave me this award!

Thanks lovvvaaahs!! Natballs and my girl Kacie-----THE BEST!!

{ I honestly loooove yooou}

the rules are as follows:

•Thank the person who nominated you.

•Copy the award and paste it to your blog.

•Link the person who nominated you.

•List 7 interesting things about yourself.

•Nominate 7 other beautiful bloggers.

1. My feet and hands are always frickin cold. like its ridic.

2. I always forget my camera and miss the best photo ops. never fails.

3. I am watchin the Real Housewives of Orange County and im pretty embarrassed about it. all i keep doing is "pfffttt" and "oh gaaad" but have i changed the channel? nope.

4. I dont have a tv in my room and I still sleep in a twin size bed. hey dont laugh. I share my room with a 7 month old.

5. Im suuuuper picky about my hair. Like when i actually take the time to do it, its gotta look good. aint gonna waste that time for fugly hair. i meaaaaan.....

6. i am super duper depressed that TGIFridays discontinued the fried mac n cheese. that was the only reason why i even went to the damn place. You will be missed cheezy goodness.

7. on that note i found the target brand of the stuff and its just as tastey and cheaper to boot! HOOOORAAAY!!

well there ya have it, the 7 interesting things i could think of at the drop of a hat.

and now onto the passing!

my girl Candice @ walking in memphis----got rep the m town!

Adri @ i love my rainboots

my love kelly @ keeping up with kelly&co----ya might already have it but oh well...now you have one from meeee!!

the lovely brittany @ xoxo,brittany--once again prob already have it but you still love it!

my love rasha @ and this is what she said

Miss Caitlin S @ candyfloss & persie

the beautiful lacey @ apartment 513

love ya ladies ya know i do!

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annnnd nooooww onto the main event!

my tuesday night shannanigons.

so does anyone know who the band ingram hill is?

I know my memphis ladies do...

if not heres one of there songs.

perfection at its greatest.

well they came to memphis, actually my best friends boyfriend is the drummer, they came under a different name so no one would know it was them, it was an invitation only concert and it was LEGENDARY.

I now present to you, my shindig with the ever-so-great "chuck cherry and the coffee pots".

{i have the bestest of fraaands}

{oh the things bud light makes you do}

{oh, theres the centered one}

{INGRAM HILL! eerrr i mean chuck cherry....}

{and then the jager bombs came into the picture..literally.}

{uh ohhhhh.}

{love her. and uber jealous of her hair.}

{peekabooo}

{and then the duck face began...[credit to miss bananas for that reference]}

{and the duck face continues}

{i swear i fell in love.}

WHOA. PICTURE OVERLOAD.

that was a tad ridiculous.

but i couldnt help myself. they were frickin awesome pictures and an even more awesome time.

sorry its taken me so long to get back into the swing of things.

but i promise you i vow to try to get back to my daily blogging.

but for now i am off to enjoy my babyless night of sleep.

my first and only time to have a full nights sleep.

and lemme tell you, i am BEYOND EXCITED.

i miss my little guy more than anything but i am uber excited to sleep.

hope you all are having a superb weekend and i will see you all bright and earl monday morning!!!

love ya ladies,

m

sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy.

Alright lovvaahs.

Today things are looking up.

I went to an open interview the other day, for Anthropologie, the higher end side of urban outfitters.

they are opening up a new store in the hoity toity part of town for the richies.

Well i got a call back today for their temp position!

Now its only 10 days but it will be60 hrs of work.

Hey its a job and its some moolah moolah.

there is a chance it could turn into permanent. we will see.

Im still super stoked.

I have been applying like crazy at lotsa different places so fingers crossed something comes through!!

I wanna thank all of my girls for being there for me and all your kind words the other day.

I was def in a funk to end all funks but things are looking up today.

its sunshiney and beautiful and i had that superb phone call this morning.

I promise tomorrows post will be ever so bettah than todays.

For i am dealing with THE FUSSIEST BABY IN THE WORLD.

he has his first tooth pushing through and its crazy around these parts.

But tomorrows post? frick awesome.

cause I did something AWESOOOOME. tuesday night. and have some rightous pics.

stay tuned luvaaahs!!

m

victim of the cut back.

alright all...this is the one and only post i have been absolutely DREADING to write.

its been a dreary weekend around these parts.

I might not be as blog- religious for the time being as I have now become a victim of being laid off.

yes. you read right. I lost my job, of almost 2 years.

and im a single mom.

so lifes not so bright and happy right now.

{awww punkin}

I am trying my hardest to look for jobs and have applied to many online.

wish me luck and pray that i find something super duper soon.

i promise to not totally neglet you my lovers.

hope yalls weekends were much better than mine!!

m

7 months of man.

Happy Megs friday to you all!!!!

sorry, you know i have to brag straight up in ya face.

my sweet. precious baby Slade is 7 months today! it b-l-o-w-s my mind how fast he is growing.

I will be planning a frickin birthday party before you know it.

which scares the hell outta me!

I just love my little dude.

He is taking his first trip to Chuck E. Cheese's this weekend!!

and he gets to stroll around our fabulous outside mall we have here tomorrow!

he is gonna love it!

big weekend planned for him!

mommy loves you bubble! happy 7 months to yooooou!!!

have a fab day lovers!

m

my new muse.

while doing my weekly wander around my most fav place in the whole wide world TARGET {said with an english accent and insert the soft g}...

I worked my way to the music isle and decided on getting little miss Joss Stone's new cd.

and oh. em.gee.

I knew i liked her but DAAAYYYUMMM.

she is my new muse. she is beautiful and has the voice of a fickin master.

that cd got owned.

Being a singer myself, i can def appreciate a good singer.

and call me biased, but hearing a woman singing like this woman sings,

gawlee jee willickers.

so now all of her songs are now uploaded on my ipod and I am counting the days until my transmitter comes to my doorstep so that she may be on repeat in my NEW car for the next.....welll...

long time.

so scurry on over and check out somma her shiz.

shes ahhhhh-mazing.

happy humping hump day lovers!!

m