So I was with this guy while I was pregnant, He wasnt the father but we were together from when i was about 3 months until 2 weeks after I had Slade then I found out he was cheating on me.
Well he just texted me. Ugh. And he is one of those I will never really get over. The one that I really thought I was going to marry. I was very very much in love with him. And thought he was in love with me too. He says now that he didnt cheat on me but how can i beleive him. I cant. I never stopped loving him or missing him. I still think about him everyday. But I know he isnt right for me. I know if things started up again I would end up unhappy like I was in the end of the relationship last go round.
Its not like I can just ignore him. I dont want him out of my life. I just have very mixed emotions about it. I dont think I would ever get back with him. I guess he is just one of those people that I will never stop loving.
I wonder if this sinking feeling in my heart I have every time I think of him will ever go away??.......
quote to live by
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back to life. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
my love.my inspiration.
you love me, you really love me!!!
{compliments of my girl kelly}
{given by the lovely brittany}
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